Healing
Thank you.
15 years and Counting
I want to live life fully engaged…
For the Love of dopamine.
I risked personal integrity, loyalty and deep trust for another hit. Chasing fantastical moments driving me to joyful tears in my office
Meaning of Life
Writing with a purpose?
When you write it feels like it should influence or affect people. It seems to me a movie is something that can affect my perception or impact my emotions.
The one about my Dad
Open loops
They pitch this as and issue but once I understood I immediately decided it's a useful tactic. Some thoughts aren’t meant to be closed on demand.
Yoga and Breathwork
One day after a long yoga flow, I woke up and the thoughts were not there…
You Cannot Force it
You can't envision and control every tiny detail to make your process work. You align your vision, you take the first step into the void.
Who are you really?
Id done plenty of zen meditation and read Buddhist books but none of them really registered quite like this video had me awed with just single lines of the speech.
Thoughts aren’t Everything
Becoming yourself isn’t a static experience. It’s not one awakening or one change. It’s a constant stacking, experiencing and improving ways to manage your thoughts, perceptions and experiences. A lot of people think “being yourself” means staying consistent with who you’ve always been. It’s actually the opposite.
Talkin to the Moon
When you actually listen to the lyrics, it’s not a love song, it's a loneliness song and a cry for connection.
Pouring beer on the Vibes
But a couple of times while traveling, especially surrounded by temples and all this unique culture. I’ve found myself flying a bit too high on that energy.
Energy Distribution
Energetic Power Distribution through publicly displayed agreement.
Taylor Swift is a Cartographer
People contain Multitudes is poignant to me because I'm madly in love with a 90s alternative positivity rock band yet still vibing out to a KPop tune while postulating my thoughts on the future of Bitcoin and falling asleep to an old school CCR banger.
The Dance of Life
My recent introspections and understanding what really engages me with reality has me considering travel and cultural exploration as another proxy to not only hear the music in my heart but maybe see if I can dance. Metaphorically of course.
Why do I write?
I suppose this is just the human condition. Riding a wave of thoughts and you can't even see the beach. The times I feel most in the pocket, feeling that power flow through me is with music.