20 years in the making.

Music is my Guide

Moving from way up high to on the ground is a real shock. Even needing to find a new kind of stability in this body I was so previously confident inside was shocking.

Im on the progress path and this structure I’ve had for years is an excellent platform to stand.

I risked personal integrity, loyalty and deep trust for another hit. Chasing fantastical moments driving me to joyful tears in my office

Id done plenty of zen meditation and read Buddhist books but none of them really registered quite like this video had me awed with just single lines of the speech.

Becoming yourself isn’t a static experience. It’s not one awakening or one change. It’s a constant stacking, experiencing and improving ways to manage your thoughts, perceptions and experiences. A lot of people think “being yourself” means staying consistent with who you’ve always been. It’s actually the opposite.

But a couple of times while traveling, especially surrounded by temples and all this unique culture. I’ve found myself flying a bit too high on that energy.

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I suppose this is just the human condition. Riding a wave of thoughts and you can't even see the beach. The times I feel most in the pocket, feeling that power flow through me is with music.