The Dance of Life
In high school I took 2 years of Japanese Language. Mostly because I was fascinated by the culture more than a desire for the language. Also all the other anti social nerds were in there too so I thought maybe I could fit in. That didn't turn out...
When the class trip to Japan was announced I never disappeared so fast. I couldn't fathom the social implications of traveling with the other humans in that class and found every reasoning for not being able to participate. I've always regretted that but our family moved shortly after so I never looked back or really had to consider it again.
My recent introspections and understanding what really engages me with reality has me considering travel and cultural exploration as another proxy to not only hear the music in my heart but maybe see if I can dance. Metaphorically of course.
Even if you know me personally I'm confident you have NEVER seen me dance. Some might think this is crazy or even a shame. In my mind and body the dancing is an extension of the musical experience previously discussed. The emotional engagement of musical experience makes the idea of dancing overwhelming.
I've had the experience of night clubs and dancing in public and for me it's a bit too revealing. Typing this out it seems extremely irrational compared to how I live most of my life. Though thinking someone could see me dancing and somehow discern/judge my inner emotions for the music seems at least plausible.
I guess that's sorta the point of dance. The music makes you move. The whole choreography business is based in translating that experience. Maybe this is why KPop is such a fascination for me. Seeing a well choreographed performance adds something to my internal musical experience.
Never exposing myself by dancing feels a bit like John Snow protecting the wall. The perceived most important bridge between 2 worlds. One perfect choke point from allowing the world inside.
Appears I've wondered off track. Finding more questions than answers here. Where does it all tie together? If you got any insight or ideas feel free to reply on Twitter or hit me in the DMs on any platform as this Blog doesn't have comment functionality.
Japan is going to be exciting as a first trip off the North American continent in 40+ years of life. I'm going to be posting updates on my Instagram instagram.com/OnePositiveDude
Don't expect to see me dancing though😜
